Thursday, June 4th, 2009
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9:01 pm - Full Moon in Sagitarius
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So this full moon on Sunday is in Sagitarius, and it sounds really cool! I definitely can feel the sagitarian qualities in my own self, and see them in others as well.
http://astrowisdom.com/thisfullmoon.htm
Here is a snippet from the above link:
Sagittarius represents idealism, faith, enthusiasm, the quest for meaning, and a generosity of spirit. The Full Moon in Sagittarius is an invitation to bask in the light of some good old-fashioned Jupiterian optimism and joy! This Full Moon represents the union of the physical and the spiritual in the search for knowledge. Sagittarius wants to understand the totality of existence through “journeying” in all its forms. This sign loves to travel abroad to foreign lands or armchair travel with books and on the Internet. It also loves to move through the spirit realms, and use the mind to uncover deeper levels of the psyche or theorize about philosophical and moral issues. The bright fire of knowledge is at its apex on a Full Moon in Sagittarius.
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Saturday, May 2nd, 2009
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6:46 pm - Caves
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it must feel nice..it must feel nice, to know
That somebody needs you
and everything moves slow under the stars
the night drifts in and provides a silent cover
& I'm not your favortie lover
I'm not yr favorite lover
I turn on the radio
And it must feel nice o very very nice
to know
that somebody needs you
and the chilly wind blows
I'm not yr favorite lover
And it must be nice to leave no trace
(no trace at all)
but somebody needs you
and that somebody is me
(your eyes were closed you were playing with the buttons on your coat and smiling in the back of the car. Looking out through glass and smiling at the city as it pased you by.)
And there's no room for me in the picture frame in your room. And I can't live as a trinket on a chain
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1:22 am - The Poo Pyramid
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On searching for information about getting Vitamin B12 in a vegan diet I came across this tasty tidbit:
"Human faeces can contain significant B12. A study has shown that a group of Iranian vegans obtained adequate B12 from unwashed vegetables which had been fertilised with human manure. Faecal contamination of vegetables and other plant foods can make a significant contribution to dietary needs, particularly in areas where hygiene standards may be low. This may be responsible for the lack of aneamia due to B12 deficiency in vegan communities in developing countries."
Eat up kids!
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Friday, May 1st, 2009
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1:43 pm - Flighty
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The dust swirls around me as I dive from the cliff face and soar into the valley. I whirl into the people down below, peering into their ancient souls. They are transformed into ravens as I blur past them. Now we soar together in the clouds.
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Thursday, April 30th, 2009
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11:12 pm - Full Moon
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2:10 pm - Jeezuss
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Steve Vai is the fucking shit. Satriani is amazing at times time but Vai just kills it.
I found a cool new house. It's Blue witha rainbow painted on it and is in Berkeley. It's a 16 person co-op and they share food and it all sounds really great. It's not available to june 1`st which kinda sucks but might actually give me a chance to make some money to pay for the fat deposit they want. I feel kinda weird moving in to a place that really is looking for someone for like a year plus when I don't know where I'll really wanna be but for now I don't see myself moving so who knows maybe it would be perfect?
Going on a night hike tonight with some people i haven't met before. should be cool
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Wednesday, April 29th, 2009
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3:59 pm - History and Flow
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So I discovered I still had VNV Nation's Futureperfect on it. Listening to it now and I can't help but marvel at the outpouring of emotion. It kind of makes me sad and I don't agree with all he is saying, but I definitely can appreciate the upside of what he says. But then that is how I see VNV Nation in general. I like the positive stuff and don't really need the negative.
I wish I knew the amount of time I've spent alone the last two years. I am glad that I have developed an ability to be relatively happy by myself. Although that is certainly not always easy. I miss having friends but at least thank God I didn't go to fucking Japan. I feel like I am standing on the edge of a doorway and am about to step through. Then i'll be floating in the sky...
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Saturday, April 25th, 2009
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7:00 pm - When having a penis is definitely not an advantage
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So There are tons of places in teh Berkeley area only looking for women. I think I have seen maybe one looking for a guy. I don't often think about gender issues but thsi combined with me moving out for the same reason is shifting my focus in that direction. Why aren't there a lot of guys who post they are only looking for males? Do they not care, or do they think that would not be PC? Or is it just that they realize that women won't want to live with them anyway?
Anyways, it's kinda funny but really I have seen many places looking for females only..maybe I should dress in drag?
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Friday, April 24th, 2009
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8:21 pm - New Music
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A got a new demo track up on my myspace: www.myspace.com/brianjosephhoneycutt
It's called "Our Grand Design" I think maybe the vocals need a little more work, but that's OK as I'm learning how to be a real singer :-).
Feedback greatly appreciated!
Oh and the other track I added on there is just a little guitar thing called "The Prelude". Which I like but sounds a little dirty.
I also started writing a book of philosophical/spiritual thoughts juxtaposed with experimental fictional worlds, some bizarre comedy and stuff like that. Ad then accidently started another book that is more of a linear narrative fantasy book, which is looking pretty cool so far. It's kinda weird having all this shit to juggle but it makes sense as I just want to do so many projects. wee fun!
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Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009
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4:07 pm - Proxima Estacion: Cambio
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So I am gonna be moving out of the place I moved into a week ago. My roommate can't handle living with a guy. Oh well I kinda figured I'd move at some point anyway, and I don't want to live somewhere where there is constant tension. Although, ironically, lately I've been feeling rather comfortable and productive. No idea what's gonna happen now lol. Ah the life of constant flux. :-P
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Tuesday, April 21st, 2009
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5:37 pm - Music is fun again!
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I feel so good about music now! It's kinda funny because I haven't really got any new music, just sorta started looking at the old stuff in a positive light again. Like I was really getting into my Maiden CDs today. I think it is because I started recording a demo track for the music I really want to make. It makes perfect sense to just record the sound I want to hear and htne share that with people rather thann describe it. Duh..what was I thinking before? I guess I just saw my life changing so much I thought it would change more and more or something.
I do kinda regret getting rid of some Cds now (throwing the baby out with the bathwater) but only like 10 or so. At least that I am thinking of haha. A lot of them were CD-Rs or Cds I hadn't listened to in ages. I just would prefer to have real Cds ratehr than CD-Rs these days. Makes me feel better about things.
So I have been contemplating asking the dude I gave the Cds to to mail a couple to me and say it was an accident (which it kinda was). but I almost want to use th postage money for a new CD rather than 10 old ones. Not sure about that..I'd really like to have my Faith No More CDs back.. blegheregh
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Friday, April 17th, 2009
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1:50 pm - Oh Glorious New Legwear
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Today is the Day of New Pants! All hail this day of celebration!
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Wednesday, April 15th, 2009
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8:07 pm - patterns..like a mind quilt
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I've noticed just now that whenever I am feeling lonely I tend to reflect on past memories and friends and use that as a mechanism to make myself feel sad. I guess it is "natural" but I think I'd like to start focusing more on the present and perhaps even be excited about the future.
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Tuesday, April 14th, 2009
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11:47 pm - eh
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9:44 pm - hello habit energy
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I read this book that mentiones how we are often controlled by our habit energy draggin us along. Well i have been on such a trip lately. Sometimes feeling amazing but then other times just flung right back into the same old familiar dark and troubling and penetrating and paralyzing capsizing thoughts that send me reeling and confused and tear a hole in everything I've built up. I'm caught in an illusion and am not sure how to break free. I try and want to be a guiding light and then find myself wanting to put my head right in the dirt. It's just amazing hwo rapid the transformation can take place. Right now I just feel somewhat like i am walking through ma=ollasses. I have power and control but not as much as I want, or maybe I have more than I think i do. I'll get out of this like everything else I've experienced. It just really aches all over..
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Monday, April 13th, 2009
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12:43 pm - Moving
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So I am moving into a place in Northern Oakland. I likee the house a lot and hte girls that live there are cool. I am not sure how long i'll be here, but at least there are job prospects so I figure maybe I'll just save up a bit and then move. And really I need to get out of my Uncle's house so I don't see how I could have found anything in a different area in two days, especially with no job prospects. So I just really hope this place works out ok because I am really tired of it not. It'll be fine..it'll be fine...
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Sunday, April 12th, 2009
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5:52 pm - Holly-day
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Went down to Santa Cruz to visit Holly and had a great time. There are tons (like forests full) of trees down there, beaches, the ocean, etc. I loved all the nature. It was kinda hard to drive back to the city with all that but I was listening to the Gathering and watching birds fly overhead and just felt very very happy, better than I had in a real long time. I kinda teared up a little, but it felt great.
Someday I definitely believe I will lvie in a place surrounded by nature. I'm just not sure that day is today..
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Friday, April 10th, 2009
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10:25 pm - Winds of Change
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The sad dusty past comes winding out
suddenly, fully, like sunset
It pours into you even as it draws from the memories within
The light, the sounds, the feelings
Lost forever yet somehow locked forver inside you
Little chimes unlocking secrets you will always treasure
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Thursday, April 9th, 2009
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9:14 pm - Successful Lightning Genie Released from the Bottle
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So I found myself a nice home to live in in North Oakland! It's not too far from Berkeley, is big, blue, has a tree in front, a backyard, a chef named Lana who seems really cool and does herbal tarot readings and meditates. I have a view of trees form my room which is on the top floor (as I wanted) and a nice living room. She is mostly vegetarian and they share food and want a communal atmosphere as I do. So all in all I think it'll be pretty perfect for me. I move in this weekend I believe, assuming the application goes through.
yay!
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10:45 am - Growing Pains
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This is a weird time for me. I'm growing and changing (sounds like I'm 12 or something huh?) and not exactly sure where I'm going. Like part of me wants ot live with younger people but then I don't wanna party all day or play video games, or watch TV and stuff. I like meditating but am not too keen on living with 40 year olds. I would like to live with people my age who are cool people and dont' party a lot. At this point I don't care that much if they are into my spiritual stuff or music or anything, as long as I can get along with them and do my own thing and then meet people outside of the house. Hell I don't want ot be in the house all day long anyway.. And i'm still looking Berkeley. My mind was in a strange way yesterday... but i'll contemplate naywhere really so long as it seems good. Looking at 3 places in Berkeley later today. huzzizazah
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